i'm back on track again :D Sunday, May 23, 2010 / 5:53 AM
so sorry for having lack of updates these few days.
and here i am blogging from my new laptop,
that i just gotten like erm 3 days back.
i gotta thank my dearest syg,
for finding a way for me to own a laptop back before i totally seriously lose contact with the internet.
&& secondly i gotta thank syg's sister,
for helping me to pay the full amount for the laptop first & also for the wonderful dinner i had at Sembawang Shopping Centre. Thank you so much once again, as i only can say that. i am really very thankful for you have helped me. terimakaseh :D
anyway my dearest readers,
the current laptop i am using is an Acer Aspire 5738z
& it was on promotion when syg & i saw at SSC Challenger.
&& finally i gotten a laptop with a webcam too.
it as pretty crystal eye, so tht it would allow syg to have a better view of me when we are webcamming :D
last week, i had a movie session with syg.
and we watched 'The Backup Plan'.
and i kinda realise that, Zoe reminded so much of me. I imagined me as Zoe and Stan as Muhd Safuan. I tend to do things to push any guy away. All I need to do was to learn how to trust my boyfriend. Just like Zoe took a big step to trust Stan. I guessed I have to believe that if he said that he will/would stay, he will/would. If he said he loved me, he really did. Like Zoe, I tend to push men away because they were just incapable of showing any signs that they even care. & the easiest way out was to leave. Wrong.! If you touch their heart, there's no looking back. Don't let any wrong choice of words destroy something beautiful.
In my defense, I'm allowed to be scared.
